Shirou (HF)
Into the Nexus
Back in the Emiya household, the young man who owns the house sits outside his porch pondering the sudden disappearance of his beloved.
Sakura where did you vanish off to? It's been nearly three years year since you've disappeared and despite our best effort Tohsaka, Rider, and I have been unable to find you. ... I can feel these arms mine getting stiff as I think to myself. After damaging my body beyond repair, I was saved thanks to the efforts of my dear sister, whom I was unable to save ad ended up saving me. My body is still my body, but it's using a puppet as a container, so if I don't have enough prana to keep my body it'll revert back to the form of a puppet. Considering it's been a year since Sakura disappeared, my body has started getting stiff on me as I can feel slowly reverting back. Tohsaka suggested that if the problem got too she'd be willing to help me out with my prana problem, but I don't think I can do that Sakura, I haven't given up hope on finding her. Rider had things pretty bad as well, as without Sakura she didn't have a source of prana. Luckily Tohsaka took up the contract on her end, but she doesn't have the same prana supply as Sakura after the end of the Holy Grail War. Emotionally, we're all taking her disappearance pretty hard, but the worst part is that because she's gone we're all left in a situation where we have to reserve our energy, Tohsaka needs to keep her supply healthy enough to supply Rider, and Rider and I can't waste our prana either give our bodies are at stake. I guess it can't be helped. I don't see a way out this but, I can't just give up. I know Sakura is alive somewhere and I swore I'd protect her. I just have to have faith that Tohsaka will be able to find a way to find her. Still... this waiting here and not being able to do anything is getting on my nerves as it always does. In frustration, I scream.
"SAKURA WHERE ARE YOU!?"
This wasn't the first time I had scream the question to the world. When she first disappeared I nearly ran myself ragged looking for. But, this time however something's different, perhaps it's my typical luck turning around when things seem bleak but it appears a strange portal has a appeared. Unsure what to think of it, I remark.
"What the... hell... is that?"
I get closer to take a closer look at the portal. My heart skips a beat when I see what looks to be what I've been searching reflected in the portal.
"Sakura! Sakura is that you!? ... Could that really be Sakura?"
... I have no idea what will happen if I go through the strange portal ... but, it's the only lead I have. I frantically search for a pen and write a note saying what just happened. This way if I don't come back, at least they'll know what happened to me. Feeling, I've wasted enough time with the note I push back my feelings of leaving my old life behind and rush head first towards the portal. Tohsaka, Rider, and even Fuji-nee, I may never see you all again. Even so, if there is a chance I can find what I've lost I have to take it. I hope you'll understand.
As I pass through the portal, I feel sick for second and my entire body feels heavier than usually, I recall a similar feeling back when my dear sister used her strange magic transporting my consciousness to a teddy bear in the Castle and when she saved my life. ... My mind's going blank... Sakura... I hope wherever I'm headed I'll be able to see you again...