Lorenzo Remei
There was nothing in the world that could prepare a man for this. His flames, Lorenzo's flames that once stood proud had been defiled, trampled upon and claimed by that woman. No shame, no dishonour was greater than this. Had she spat in his eye and slapped him, it wouldn't have compared to the sheer indignation he felt. It was a challenge, that fucking whore challenged him knowing she had already won. And then Medaka spoke.
Nothing in the world could prepare Lorenzo for this. She had taken her, that wretched woman by the name of Surien had taken Medaka too.
So why, why did he envy that golden flame so? Why was her shine so beautiful? Why was it that he couldn't find that strength? Why? Why was it that after all that she had done, he felt such awe and admiration? He had been ruined, his life's work had been shat on by that woman. So why, why was it so beautiful? Why was that woman so beautiful, even despite what she had done? Why could he not bring himself to loathe that golden flame of hers?
In life, Lorenzo had always been a simple man. It was, in a way, the appeal that he could bring in others. Despite his grandiose speeches, those around him knew that he only sought happiness. For him, all he did was to find pleasure. At least, that is how the man named Lorenzo lived. But there was one fallacy in that statement.
Yes, he did live his life as a fulfilled man, a joyful man. However, that man had died died long ago, along with his crew. No matter how much he tried to go back, Lorenzo couldn't feel that same fullness any longer. One could say that his facade was more akin to a caricature of his old self. A reenactment of what he wanted, yet could never obtain. He tried to hopelessly reenact the happy days he lived along his crew, to remind himself of the carefree pleasure he once had. Because he truly wanted to go back. But it was worthless.
That little fight he had against himself, that stubborn refusal of the truth of his, it only proved to bring pain to everyone. It was worthless.
He was worthless.
And so, the worthless man clawed at his face, only to realize there was something awfully wet trickling down his cheeks. Instantly, he fell as if he was a marionette who's strings were cut. He couldn't move, he couldn't yell and he couldn't think. There was nothing on his face that could be inscribed as emotion. No laughter, no sadness. Nothing at all. If he hadn't broken long ago, one could have said something just broke in the poor man's mind.