Sakagami Kenzo
It was extremely clear that he was scared of something. Not her, definitely not her. But that horn... he couldn't let anyone see it! The thought that he'd be rejected and ostracized, the mere thought that she could judge him for it was unbearable to him.
"No...p-please don't look. You'll hate me. Please. You didn't see anything, okay? I'll do anything, just don't look." He said, his voice beginning to shake. He almost looked on the verge of tears. He wasn't like this usually, but something was missing from him. Something he didn't quite know how to live without.
And that was unbearable.
Vanguard and Sakura -A SHORT TIME AGO-
Sakura hesitantly came down into the basement, looking for Vanguard. She found him sulking in a corner, reading some book and surrounded by a huge pile of other books. He sure liked reading!
"Vanguard?" She called out to him. "I need your help."
Vanguard lowered the book and raised his head to look at Sakura. Simply, without even bothering to close his book, he spoke up.
“Very well, what is it?” Said Vanguard coldly, unusually so. He had never spoken that way, especially in the presence of Sakura.
Sakura continued down the stairs, ignoring his cold demeanor. She didn't speak until she arrived right in front of him.
"Vanguard, will you help me protect my sister? I heard part of your outburst...and I thought that you would be a better choice than Rider because of it." Sakura took a hold of his cold hands. "So will you? Will you help me keep her from crying, Vanguard?"
Vanguard looked at her with disbelief, silent for what seemed to him as an eternity.
“Why? Rider… she is probably more suited. She is faster than I, she is more suited to protecting you than I could ever be. I… I don’t understand. Why me?” He asked.
"Because that's not what she wanted to do. Was it?" Sakura cocked her head a bit. "It was what you wanted to do, what you wanted to do so badly that you made me think we were under attack. Just because she's faster doesn't mean she's better. You know?"
Vanguard stood silent for an even longer period, trying to process what he had just heard. Then, he finaly spoke.
“I… I’m afraid. I am afraid to fail. Again. If I lost you, I… I wouldn’t be able to do anything ever again. It’s as if I would have lost what little use I have. And that… that terrifies me. I don’t think I could bear it again. I don’t want to. You… you are my only hope, Sakura. Do you truly believe someone as wretched, as weak as I can protect anyone?”
Sakura nodded without skipping a beat. "Of course, otherwise I wouldn't be asking." She smiled at him, leaning in to give him a hug. "You'll protect us, and keep us safe. I know you will."
Vanguard’s head leant back in surprise at the sudden hug. He didn’t know how to feel, or how to react to it. The silence, the damning silence simply kept going on and on and on. Her touch was as cold as everything else in the world, practically non existant. But even so, even so…
He had to believe. Even if he couldn’t believe in himself, he had to believe in the Sakura who believed in him.
Vanguard held the woman’s back slowly, his cold metal hand approaching her in a sloppy, timid attempt to return the hug.
“...Thank you.” He said.
Sakura nodded, breaking the hug. "Now, let's go. And don't break the door this time, okay?"
Vanguard nodded, closing the book and getting up.
“Very well, lead the way. And try to get larger doors, okay?” He said snarkily, letting his better mood show in his voice.